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11/113/05 - I Hate That Sexist Pig |
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My mom got this new boyfriend, Nicholas. I hate him. He tears up floors for a living. When he first said that, I said, "Is that the best job you could get?" and he said, "Girls should be seen and not heard." I wanted to slap him so hard. I hate anyone who is prejudice or a bigot towards anything. He is a sexist. I don't like Jaysin much, but I don't think it's fair how Nick makes him help tear up floors on the weekends. Then, since I'm the only useful girl around ever in our house, he's always telling me to do all the "woman's jobs" like laundry, dinner, dishes, cleaning. It's not that I don't do all that already, but having someone tell me to because he thinks that's all I'm useful for is chores (and if I were his age, sex, I'm sure) draws the line. I just can't stand him. There's now finally something Jay and I agree on. He also makes Charlie and Trevor pull floors too. Trevor I guess is okay, but I'd prefer he not do it as he's my little brother. But I especially protest about Charlie doing it. He's so young and I practically mother him and Nick ignores my protesting and tells Charlie he's gonna "get his a** whooped if he doesn't rip the goddamn floors". And the worst thing is he acts like he loves us more than air when Mom's around, but as soon as she leaves, he turns into this redneck beer-belly ******** who none of us can stand. Denise is always out of the house so she's lucky. We've called her and complained to her because she's pretty responsible, but she always has to go and we can forget about Chase helping us. He's a druggie-a** loser.
I might as well just put why Jaysin got put into juvie, the dumbass. He's been on probation and has had two offenses. He got into a fight and it got violent. Jaysin had a knife, which counted as a thord offense towards his probation so off to juvie he went. He also had 20$ worth of stolen objects in his pockets.
I hate this because I can't take care of him forever. I know he hates it when I baby him, but I only baby him because he acts like he doesn't know s**t, like a baby. If he was more responsible I wouldn't have to be on his a** all the time. It's like he thinks I enjoy following him around and making sure he doesn't get into too much trouble. I'd like to have a life. He says I don't have to treat him like I'm his mother, but only if he knew.
I act like a b***h and can be very cynical, but I really do care. I guess it's just it's like a wall for protection. I mean, Dad left when I was nine and Mom can't take care of us well at all, it's like against her nature or something. Chase doesn't give a s**t, Denise is always busy with something or other, Jaysin, hah, yeah right. So that leaves me and it's so hard with trying to get good grades in school. I want to go to college and just get away from everyone. Like, maybe I'll go to college in New York or something. I want to major in fashion design. I have to make my own clothes if I want anything close to original because we live in Fish Rock, CA, where there isn't s**t. It's on the northern CA coast. We used to live in Berkeley, where we'd go to Hot Topic so I got into the darker clothing fashion and up here Jay and I make our own clothes.
Well, I s'pose I've rambled long enough... I'm sure Jay'll comment with something wise-assy.
I would say something more, but Jay would totally laugh at me or gloat about it.
Disgusting Pig Monster · Mon Nov 14, 2005 @ 12:55am · 2 Comments |
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