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Well my faith in God has been brought up higher now from what happened last night. It was... Wow I don't even know how to explain it. It was like I've grown up stronger with God and he used me to speak for Him along with my friend Ray.

After our friend had a fight with our bible study teacher Mrs. Mindy he and I started to talk about why we shouldnt do what she did to our friend Shelbi. That we are children of God... We are the ones who are going to change this world. That we are the ones who have to spread His word. That He's always with us no matter what. His love is an unfailing love. He'll always forgive us as long as we ask Him to.

Last night I spoke with words I thought I'd never say. I made a few of the group cry. I brought my pain that was inside me out. It was like a time for me to use my pain to show them why we're here and what we should do here as God's children. I never thought I'd ever bring my mom into it either. Or tell them how I felt about her passing away. Or bring up what I did a few days ago to my wrist. I guess He wanted me to tell them so that way I could get it off my shoulders and then take a beather and see that everyone in that room is my family not just friends. That no matter what we have to stick together as the family of God. That's why we're brothers and sisters.

Last night was a wonderful night. I great lesson from God. Maybe we'll have another one next week along with the rest of the group. I hope so. Because we're all apart of this. And we need to know all this. But I do thank God for telling me to speak and letting me speak last night. If I didn't then I guess I wouldn't feel the way I do now.