Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

Sorry, it's been a while...

Ya... that last update has been like.... erasedish...

We are going out now... I love him so much... We havn't done anything yet, really, but he's in Wataskawin for a wresiling tounrament. I wanted to wish him good luck, but he had left by the time I'd gotten out of class... But he comes back on Sunday and I'm going to visit him then! YAY!!!

Hmm... GAH!!!

Jazmin had a party last week and it was lots of fun ((hee... yes, Tara)). But when I'd gotten home, my mom started making me feel really bad and stuff... I don't remember what she said totally, but she saw my nail polish and was like "Why were you hiding it?" And I said joking ly, "Because you'd disown me!" *sigh* I had wanted to tell her that I'm gay for a while now... so when she asked me "Why?" I said, "Because I'm gay..."

It was such a stupid idea... She kept saying that she was okay with it, but I know that she's not.

I babysat the next day, and she called me to talk about my dad. She kept saying that I needed to tell him, but I kept saying that I didn't want to. So she went and told him anyway. She kept spouting all of this BS on the phone. I wanted to hang up on her so much, but I didn't. She made me so mad. Why can't she see that I'm not that different?

The next morning, my dad interrupted my playing Nintendo ((Tales of Symphonia, no less)) to talk to me. He said that he can't understand it and dosn't think that it's right and can never think that it's okay, but he won't treat me anydifferent... My a**... I just don't want to talk to either of them...

On a happier tone, I am going to participate in the Talent Show this year! I'm doing a piano/vocal duet with my friend, Celeste. We are doing Breathe No More by Evanescence. She's singing and I'm playing piano. It's going to be great. I don't know when the show is going to be on, but I just about have the piano part down. I'm going to have her over this weekend to practice. It'll be awesome!

And... I have this big essay due on Wed... I havn't started it yet... I'd better get to it... hmm.... sweatdrop