crying So i was in bed just thinking of a million things. I have so many things going on, school, home, band, life. Every year around this time i get depressed and i get lonley. Mostly that is becuase the love of my life is not with me, and what makes it even worse is that we are not together. It sucks because no matter how much i try to get him off my mind i can't something won't let me. Every time i think i am done and over him his name, the word japan, or the word navy shows up. Now i just want to cry everytime i see this b/c i know it will never be the same. He going to come home this month and all i can do is pray that he still loves me b/c i really don't know how i am going to go on living without him in my life. God help my heart i love him and it feels like a peice of my heart and soul are gone, and i don't think i am ever going to get them back. So my question for you is how do people function without their soul and heart? crying
masked devastation · Thu Dec 08, 2005 @ 08:01am · 0 Comments |