hey, im sad.....i was happy just literally 15 mintues....I just find out from a friend of mine that he misses a friend of his and....i dont know why im sad......maybe it's cause i still have feelings for him.....i cant believe it i thought my feelings for him had faded....but i guess not but i finally found someone who likes me for who i am...he plays lacrosse with me and we went to the winter ball with him. and all of a sudden i started likeing him...i dont know why. i like my other frined alot more but i know it's always going to be a one way crush......oh well i have to move on.....it was hard the first time and now i found this out right now not even ten mintues ago it's going to be harder. his best friend which we have lunch with every day is always telling me that we belong together.....everybody has been telling me that my best freind tell me that as well. i have been friends with her since 6th grade. but it doesnt matter.......at least not anymore....he'll never feel the same way i do so i'll just leave it at that. what the funny part is i have known my other friend that likes me alot longer than the other one i like and i like him more than i do Zack.....i am so confused i dont know what to do.........
Uchiha_Sasukes_Girl · Thu Dec 15, 2005 @ 03:08am · 1 Comments |