I can't believe the way things have gone.
I can't trust anyone anymore.
Everytime I put even a little trust into kori that she will do something for me, help me, talk to me, DO ANYTHING to salvage my spiraling mental state or soul wrenching loneliness she goes right back to ignoring me.
It's all about her....always has been. I gave and gave and gave and never asked for nearly anything in return. This year has been rough i know but nothing compared to everything I've given her.
Yet she'll turn her back on me. Last time I am selfless.
And now the evil little b***h has my doubting the only person in the world who is actually trying to help me, trying to get me to do positive things, alieveate my loneliness and near constant depression/rage cycles.
My trust was so throughly destroyed I cant even put real trust in anyone else....I'm so ******** up.
~zzang~ · Wed Aug 12, 2009 @ 07:54am · 0 Comments |