If I had to die a thousand of the most painful deaths in the world in order to get rid of Cancer...I would.
The world isn't ******** fair.
She's amazing and honestly, literally has the biggest heart I've ever seen. So much kindness, compassion. She took me into her little drama geek family, without question. She opened me out of my shell and made me feel beautiful and wanted. Welcomed. She made everyone feel beautiful. I've never seen so much love in someone. Even for those who never deserved to have that chance..
It's not ******** fair. So I'll just sit here and cry. Because 10% chance isn't good enough. And it obvviously isn't truth, Cara's the strongest person I'll ever meet. She'll pull through... I know it. I wonder if she's scared..
I'm praying for you doll. Always.
My biggest fear in the entire world; Not the death of myself, because I wouldn't know that I was dead...but the death of those closest to me.
....You know.. I firmly believe that everything happens for a reason. But I'm pretty sure god ******** up this time. There's no reason good enough..
Keshire · Sun Jan 15, 2006 @ 03:02am · 0 Comments |