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theres a boy i dream about he is not that far but yet so far everytime i get close to holding him in my arms but he slips away if only these heart breakes and tears were never and this smile were real if only dream were true then the boy i dream about would be in my heart forever and all ways i allways think ur the one but it turns out you only stump on my heart and laugh at my tears how could you be so mean looken so sweet and kind i` m tried of cryen yet i do over and over if only the true boy of my dream would show him self so true but yet the pain so deep will it over end will you ever say i love you will you ever be there when i need someone the most will you ever truely love me how can tears feel like knifes slowly cuting my heart you say you love me yet you said that to some else too who to believe o wait i was so foolish and believed you and it truned out you where only there to hurt me why do you do this to me i trusted you with everything and you killed me inside and yet i still tryed my hardest to make it work if tho you said mean things about me now i still don`t get it what did i do but try to love you with my heart so i ask you will i ever find my dream boy are will i just walk in cicles so confused and sad will my heart ever get back to normal are will it allways have stickes can you tell me are will i just be like this forever question crying heart cry