eek Wow... I haven't put an entrie in a while... Uh.. So I was adopted on Gaia by Sheko[Tom-Chan]. She's awsome, too. Although... She doesn't replace my real mother... I miss her. I don't really have any connection with my step-mother....:shudders:. I hate her... Thank you Sheko[Tom-Chan]! heart I really feel loved now! I have 18 friends and I know they like me... But life is harder because all I really want to talk about Anime. Also... I had a panic attack last night. I almost threw up. It's hard to get rid of those. I've never really told anybody but my twin about them. I tried to tell my big sis, Jessyka, soooooo long ago but she never cared about that so I didn't try to tell anyone again. I hate my life sometimes. Plus the panic attacks. They suck... I know I annoy people so I don't know why I still live. My twin sister bosses me around too much and she has complete control over me. I can't stop stop it, either. It sucks too. Uhh... Enough ranting... I'll probably make another entry today...
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