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I'd like to give a shout out:

to all the couples that are happy together, i'm happy for you all smile
for thoes people who are just perfect for each other, for the ones who find true love, for the ones that are like puzzle pieces and fit right together. the ones who stay together through thick and thin. I'm happy for you.

well im happy in general. I told my amazing friend Alex my problem with relationships, he told me some of the best advice i have heard. He told me to wait . Lol smile

Basically i have a problem with commitment, and i get tired of people really easily, i dont know why. i also dont know how to hold my tongue or be less controling(sp)/demanding. I try to be a good person, but i fail a lot unintentionally, and just roll with it. I'm a free spirit, and when i say free, i mean free, i dont like being held down by anyone or anything. a character flaw maybe, i dont know. i also realize i can be rather heartless in my attempts to not open up and not let anyone in.

i guess ive grown up a little, relized my mistakes. but i also know when i am right and wrong.

Meeting Alex was ment to happen by God. He has helped me so much.

Oh yeah, i am a lot more for God now, i'm trying to cut down on cursing. i fail a lot, but im getting better smile

i just wanted to say congrats to all those in love, i may not believe in it at my age, but i'm happy someone has found it. It is a gift that should be cherrished.

Relationships arent for me right now, im gonna devote my self further to God. He will guide me in the right direction and bring the right guy into my life when he his ready to and knows i am ready for it.

Lord, God and Savior, I love you smile