Well here is a story that none of my friends know but now do...Ever since i was little my dad and i would listen to Pink Floyd like no tomorrow. It's his favorite band and I've grown up with it since i was born. well...since my parents spit up when i was 11, me and my dad were never really close anymore and i really never listened to pink floyd after that, only because I wanted to listen to it with him. like a father daughter thing. Im taking guitar now and the beginning of the first two songs i learned was Money and Goodbye Blue Sky by Pink Floyed. I called my dad and made him listen to it. He ended up crying when he heard me playing because he knows I did that just for him. Well he lives in Phoenix and I live in Las Vegas. its a big difference. well today my mom gave me the Dark Side of the Moon cd, and I've been listening to Comfortably Numb over and over because its my dad's favorite song. Just listening to it makes me want to cry, only because hes not here. I can't call him cuz he changed his phone number and i cant find where i put it...*sigh* But ya, I love my dad so much. Nothing can replace him in this world. Hes also getting older. hes almost 60...and he could die anytime now...it scares me. From all the bad stuff hes done, even though hes done doing all that bad stuff, it scares me. I don't want to lose the only thing that means most to me...My Dad. If I lose him, I dont know what Im going to do in this world. Hes the only person who I am connected to, and if he...you know...I will lose all connection to the world. All connection to anything and everybody. I just pray that I get to see him one last time before he goes. Now, I don't want your sympathy. Im just writing this because its a journal and I need a place to express myself. but if you want to leave comments go ahead. Thanks for listening even though you didn't have to. well im off. Bye!!
_x_Tripp_x_ · Mon Jan 30, 2006 @ 02:34am · 1 Comments |