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So i went out to my ex's house last night to trade back things because my mom wasnt ok with us just keeping the others things for awhile.

BEFORE:
I was honnestly really nervous to go see him again... it was the first time i'd seen him in two weeks, and the friday before we broke up. I was very unsure how things would happen, what we would do, say, feel about everything. But also at the same time i was excited to get to see him again, since i hadn't been able to get him off my mind at all. I cheered myself up on the way out to his house by listening to some really stupid songs. it seemed to work. =]

Durring:
when i got there i acted as if it were any other time i was there, i just walked on in and said hi to everyone there. i asked where my dorkfish was and travis told me he was in his room... i walk around the chair and look up to have my heart skip a beat as he walked out of his room and give me that perfect half smile... i walk up to him and the first thing i can do before i can even speak is hug him... have him hold me close... it was almost perfect. I had to step back and asked if the hoodie was in his room and he said it was. i go in there first turn around and he kisses me. I couldnt breath, my heart started to race and it was like when i was with him all over again. he held me for what felt like forever as i tried not to cry, and he whispered in my ear, " I love you." I told him I loved him too, fighting tears, then stepped back and laid his hoodie on his bed... grabbed mine and told him that i was going to go say good-bye to momma. He pulled me in and kissed me deeply. hugged me tightly once more then i walked into the kitchen and told momma bye. she hugged me and then was the moment that all i wanted to do was break down... I took a deep breath, taking in the familer scent of their house, the one i love so much, and turned around gave him one last hug, told him good luck, and left... The moment i stepped out the front door, i cried my eyes out....

Afterwards:
Him and i talked and once he gets his ged him and i are getting together again. figners crossed...