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Nothing to write.
Everyone always says that there's something to write, but at the moment, there isn't for me. I suppose this is a rant, is a form of writing. But that's besides the point.
Why is there nothing to write? Well, there could be something to write. But I need inspiration from the person on my mind, and I can't talk to him at the moment. I hate to say it's his fault, but it's really not up to him that I'm thinking about him.
No, I'm not using names today. He knows who he is.
Oh, something to write! The cause for my tiredness! Babysitting for Madame Brandie last night is the cause of this wretched state. But Storm was being fairly good until his dad phoned. Oh. My. Gawd, that was horrible! "Sarah, who is it? It's not mum, is it? Am I in trouble?" And then he made the cutest face. So I made the mistake of giving him the phone and saying it was his dad xp Because that lead to them having an arguement, Storm running downstairs in tears, and then I had to go down and comfort him.
I love to make people feel better. But when you have the world's cutest 9-year old sitting on your lap, crying and breathing heavy because he's upset, I can't help but almost cry too. And he is, so far, the only kid that has made me cry because he was. And the first time was the worst. Because he told me my eyes were leaking, and asked if I needed some tape. And when someone says something that adorable, but they're still upset, you just want to....well, do anything to make them feel better.
So yeah, his dad called again but I said Storm was outside and didn't want to talk. He wasn't, he was helping me make cookies. They were good cookies, too 3nodding
But yeah, that's why I'm so tired and slept in today until 10:00am.
Actually, last night I slept earlier, around 2 in the morning or so. It was annoying, because I fell asleep on the couch and was dreaming that I was in my bed and someone was asleep behind me with their arms around me, but when I woke up it turned out Jessica had just put a blanket over me.
I hate it when dreams are ruined like that, but either way I'm going to wake up alone in my bed, so atleast I have the memory of the niceness heart
I'm gonna leave you now. That was my rant-ish type thing....
Seeya.
 Sparkle Emo · Sun Feb 05, 2006 @ 04:25pm · 1 Comments |
