I have yet to understand it myself. As i sit here i cant help but hope that one certian person gets on. No one knows if he will or not, but in the end it doesnt matter.
Yet who knew that i would be sitting here right now? I know that i didnt......alas, i am here. Why am i here? what is the purpose? was this meant to happen? I have given my heart quite a bit, carlessly knowing how fragile it has become over the past years....
But why do you hold it? How did you obtian it when i swore off such emotions....again? Why is it im so drawn to you....i have yet to understand....but the fear inside my heart tells me that this is real. The smile that comes out of no where lets me know that you are there. And here i am......The overwhelming feelings that take over as i just think your name....or walk outside....thinking of you.....is this right? is it real?
....i hope so....because i cant tell you how much i want it to be. who knew my heart would be stolen again?
DarkCrimsnAngel · Fri Feb 12, 2010 @ 04:46am · 1 Comments |