Im not sure who sees this anymore. I dont even know if you know that I am still alive. I ran away fro publicly expression ones self. Just the ones that really care about me know how I truly feel inside. Now-a days others are not all that concerned about me. But then again i feel that it is not all about me. Maybe its them, you know, Im not all really that sure. Im not sure about most things these days anyways.
On the brink of paranoya, once again.
Often times I wont allow my feet to touch the floor, out of fear, and uncomfortable feels and sensations crawling through my body.
Getting the shakes seems kind of unrelaxing as well.
I might as well hide as long as possible.
but one day it still may just bleed right through,
So good luck to me.
I love.
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