Well...all my plans and dreams for cali vanished long long ago. Now I have a higher bar. Ive ben saving up for a long time. Its too late to turn back now. I have the tickets. My bags are practically packed. Ireland. Hopefuly it will bring all the magic and happiness back into my life. All I doo now is work work work. 40 hour weeks at minimum wage, plus a raise. Shh only 8 people out of 40 have gotten it though. I got into a good college I start in fall. I have been avoiding relationships, with just cause and I have also pushed away all my friends to a safe distance. I guess Im living in a bubble. I hope it pops soon, I want to enjoy life again. Also I am considering getting a tattoo. The initials of a friend who died when I was 11, on the back of my ear, of all places. Ouch. Thats it for now. comment back if you have questions. I miss everyone of you and I will try to become more active. Its hard, Im growing up to fast and growing out of all my old habits. I will not vanish though I hate being alone more then being hurt.
PS I made it through this letter without mentioning my dog. Ha, thats a first. By the way, Tink is fine and wonderful as always.
xoxo
Me
LilMissBadMonkey13 Community Member 
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