Valentine's day was nice, and for once in a long while, I had a reason to celebrate 3nodding
On another case, it feels like I've been doing so much to keep people happy, that lately I haven't had time to rest and enjoy myself. But I like to see people happy, especially when I care for them....so is this bad or good?
People don't seem to like me lately, either. For some reason, all I can think of is when Julia said I'd probably lose my virginity before I'm 17. I'm sure I probably will, but in any case, it'll be my choice and well protected sex. The way she said it made me sound easy, cheap, and ready to go for the first hot guy I see.
She should know by now my taste in guy's is hardly based on looks! I mean, cleansliness is important...no one wants to date someone dirty and gross xp But looks are different...They're kinda the bonus feature, if he looks good and is an amazing guy.
But this shouldn't be bugging me, what she thinks. It just makes me wonder what people that aren't as close to me think.....Do I seriously come off that trashy? I mean, at school, half the guys call me "Oh, the redhead with the funky style?" and I'm otherwise defined as "Eew, her?" which gets kinda amusing to listen to their conversations about me.
And I guess it feels good to break down from them once in a while and talk about it, because they'll never know razz
Oh! For some reason, that reminded me of Semi-formal coming! I'm going with Julia, since none of the others are going, and we have our dresses already and I get to do her hair for it whee ! I'll hafta bring my camera with me so we can take some pics and I can post them!
I'm gonna look SO amazing that night, just to stun everybody!
That's what I did at grad last year, and it worked.
Sparkle Emo · Thu Feb 16, 2006 @ 11:51pm · 4 Comments |