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Not to sound like a little depressed kid, but everything is just a drag at the moment. My home life and my work life.
People in general just got me down. At home I got my stepmother, who absolutely hates me. Everytime I come home in the morning to go to bed, she wakes up, starts talking crap about me, and is just terrible to me, it just makes me pissed off and depressed.
Then at work. There are select people, one a manager, one a day shift worker, and the other a maintenance crew. I thought, wow these guys are pretty cool. I thought I could get along with them, they are pretty nice. I thought wrong. You know that feeling you get when somebody is just mocking you or thinking bad thoughts about you? Like they will give you a stare, or they will put on their ******** snobby, im better than you voice? Yeah, all three of them do that. The manager makes out like she likes me, but then makes out to everyone that I can't do anything because she gives me all these side jobs, when I can single handedly take on a ******** sunday night rush by myself. She goes and brings in the day shift member, who of course is one of the best workers in the store. She is genuinely nice, but again, she thinks she is better than me, which she is no doubt, but in all reality must you be so snobby as to kick me off table, take my job that I was supposed to do because the manager thought I could not take the slack and brought you in and not let me help at all. ******** you, is all I have to say. I don't care if you are nice to me most of the time, your being an a*****e right now.
Then the maintenance guy yesterday, he is a dude who can only speak french, so I translate for the team as Im the only ohter one who can speak the language. I like him, but man, I think he hates me. Ive messed up his work by accident when I first started working there, of course, I was new. What do you expect.
Now all he does is stare at me all the time as if im doing something wrong even when Im nowhere near his work area. It pisses me off beyond degree.

Why can't people just leave me alone?