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From the eyes of Mine: Tale of the Living, Breathing, Face of Insanity
Issue #1: Inside the mind of a Beastly Killer [My Own Little World]
I won't start off with my name because that isn't important. I call myself Eternity because that's how long I've been around. [my spirit anyway] I remember one of my friends telling me to do this, as if my work was so great. Never overestimate me, nor should you ever underestimate me either. 'A way to publish my talent' they had said as I recall it.
You may refer to be as Eternity. I'm what you would call an (get ready) emo, goth, punk, scene, druggy, insane, nerd, geek, tomboy, girly, writer, artist, singer, music composer, and pianist. I'm sure there's more but those are the only I'm aware of. So, just let me clarify. (skip to the next paragraph if you're lazy) Yes, I'm emo/goth/&punk, no it's not a label it's my culture. I've grown up with the lifestyle my entire life, that's how I was raised. If you have a problem with the way I was brought up, please go complain to my parents. I don't have the patience to listen to whiney haters. Scene, I'm not so sure about. Sure, I love the 80's, their history inspires me, but too many people are trying to bring it back so I chose to mix it up a little. Druggy, maybe. I'm not going to go too far into detail with this one. Although, many rumors have been going around I smoke. Insane, yes very much. Need I explain further? Nerd/geek, yes. I read manga, I watch anime. And unlike most of you, I take my schooling very seriously. Tomboy, I can be tough. I solve many of my issues with violence, and cussing. Stay on my good side and we'll have no problems at all. Girly, I'm a female after all. Writer, as you'll find out more. I'm very detailed in my writing, very often I write poems of all kinds. Usually free-verse. Singer/Music Composer/Pianist, I'll try to morph this one all in one. I compose my own vocals and melody. Simple enough ?
Ever wonder what goes on in a 'shut-in's' life? Of course you don't, you hardly see any of us as we like to stay in the comforting darkness of our caves. I don't get invited to friend's houses that often, I very rarely go to parties as I'm usually never invited. And I don't 'hang out'. I'm usually sitting at home on my laptop eating my endless supply of Ramen when I'm hungry, and occasionally a can of soda. Isolated by my father and step-mother. As hard as it is to believe, I'm a loner. Waiting for whatever it is that life decides to strike at me, hoping for someone to contact me in my own little world.
Don't worry this isn't a sob story, the whining stops there. So anyway, everything above should cover everything you should know. Anything else I'll keep to myself. Often I'm inside broken off from the outside world, even outdoors I'm still trapped in my own little bubble no one can burst. My mind works diffferently then all of you (obviously). Constantly spacing out, always disconnected with those around me. It's not my fault, I'm only able to connect with certain people, or things. (Anything of life)
[I wonder who'll read this.. :T]
Until next time, Blessed be .
How I view the world...[/align:7482990316] [img:7482990316]http://i642.photobucket.com/albums/uu146/death_pain_love/0129111711-00.jpg[/img:7482990316][/align:7482990316] may alter the way your heart beats...[/align:7482990316]
Define Eternity · Mon May 10, 2010 @ 08:48am · 0 Comments |
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