If only they could see....
It is 10:24 p.m. and time still tends to carry on, as well as my thoughts. I cant stop thinking of you like always ^-^. Its amazing how someone can wonder upon someone’s mind for so long. Its crazy how just one day of not being able to be with you, can drive someone crazy. I wish I could spend every day with you. I find that’s what my heart longs for, what my heart desires. I crave to be in your arms, I long to feel your touch. I yearn for you love and affection. I wish just for one night to fall asleep in your arms, and let the whole world just disappear while here with you. I wish to sleep in the presence of your angelic beauty. I wish to dream in the safety of your loving embrace.
I wish everyone could see the love that we share. It is just breathtaking in how deep our connection is with one another. I can feel the love that you have for me. Why cant they understand that? Why do they think so wrongly about it? Then at the same time it makes me think that because of that, what if it this that makes this right. Because the fact that we have to fight so, struggle so, maybe this is one of the reasons that makes it true.
“….The path of true love was never an easy road.”
I cant even begin to describe to you how deeply I feel for thee. But I have to say that it goes deeper than any ocean on this god given earth. I know what I want and that is to have a life with you. One of my fears is that I wont get that chance…..I want us to have a wedding, and have children, and travel to places, have years of anniversaries, and just experience life together. I cant begin to express how much I want this with you. I wish people could feel the love that I have for you but if they did then it wouldn’t be as special anymore. So all I ask is that they see it. I wish for them to stop placing judgment where it doesn’t not belong. I don’t ask for their approval because they have shown me that they are not willing to give, I don’t not ask them to find a liking, even though it would be appreciated. All I ask is that they see our happiness. I want them to see that we are something, that for once I found someone who cares, someone who shows their love, someone who will protect me, someone who will take care of me. Yet they still chose to be blind.
In the end all I have to say is that they will have to let go of such thoughts, because he is going to become part of the family one day. I made my choice and for once decided to go against what everyone said and instead of making them happy I went after something that made me happy. And it is a decision that I most definitely do not regret, but I am up most thankful for. Because for once in my life I found a love that was true….and that is what I have been searching for all my life, darling I have been looking for you…
DarkCrimsnAngel · Wed May 26, 2010 @ 03:47am · 0 Comments |