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Now I know how he really feels. I guess I haven't been a great girlfriend and I guess I am oblivious sometimes to the little things in life. I felt crappy for two days and I got left by myself pretty much all day today cause people that I know were all busy. My friend and I wanted to get together and have some fun but I needed a ride to her place. My family was gone and hers was too and walking to her house would take too long not to mention the weather isn't the greatest for walking in nor is the road the safest place to walk. My boyfriend logged on and I asked him for a ride and he said he was sorry and that he couldn't take me but since I was talking to my friend at the same time she three-way called him and from the moment they started talking it was a giant B***hfest. I sat there and just started crying because of all the things he said to her... not just about her but about me too. He said things to her about me that he doesn't have the guts to say to my face.Basically he said things like that I was controlling and spoiled and that he should stand up to me but probably wouldn't. I don't always realize when I am not perfect for him but I really do try. There are alot of things I could say that aren't perfect about him but I just don't care cause I love him but when something really matters I try to say it to his face. *sigh* I just feel like crap right now. I figure I will go to my friend's house and blow some steam on some games... Maybe I can cry myself to sleep in her arms....