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I'm not sure whether it actually is schizophrenia.. Or MPD, (Multiple Personality Disorder) But it seems to be fueled by my anger, aggression, pain, or various other strong emotions..

It calls itself Wolf.. Simple name.. Imitates me.. I black out.. And there it is.. Living as me.. A more aggressive, dangerous version.. It worries me.. People have said I'm crazy, before they saw it happen that is.. Then there was doubt. I may be crazy.. But there we go.. Losing my memory as well as my mind.. Forgetting people, places, conversations..

I feel it's something I must figure out on my own.. I may need help.. But I can try on my own.. The light helps.. Keeps me focused.. Darkness weakens the already cracked barrier between me and it..

This may be a last post for a while. Farewell for now friends. Keep your chin up.. So long as there's a chin to keep up.. - Dark.