Yeah, I just got back from my boyfriend's house about an hour ago. It was nothing like I expected it to be. His friend never showed up like he said he would. And we played basketball the whole time in the freakin' cold rain! I think we only went up into his room twice. The first time I hit my head on the ceiling and the second we just looked at our cell phones. He also shot me in the knee with a stupid plastic bebee. Yes, I know, it's plastic, but it still hurts!! It was nothing like last time. Last time we watched a movie and made out and stuff the whole time. I still had fun today, but why am I so depressed now?
Besides that, my hormones have been going CRAZY lately. I've been staying up late, and all I can think about is having sex with my b/f. I AM A VIRGIN THOUGH SO YOU STUPID FLAMERS STAY BACK DAMMIT!! I am afraid that if this keeps going on I will either 1) Lose it xp 2) End up doing something I might regret, which would totally suck!! Must resist urge to screw up life....HELP!!!!
I won't be on much tomorrow. My best friend, Kirby, and I are going to the Arkansas RimRocker's game tomorrow afternoon. It should be fun, considering me and her are really two goofballs when we are together. We act like we're stoned and high and drunk and stuff. But I've never tried drinking or any kind of drugs, so I only act. She's not as clean, but heck, she isn't an addict, so no fears.
I am up to about 1.5k/7k on my quest. Shouldn't be too much longer now until I have the staff!! 3nodding
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