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	redhairmen's Journal the demented mind of..................THE LAMP LORD!!!! MUHAHAHAHAHAHA


my names rot, i spent the first part of my life in cork ireland. man it was fun there. but now i live in california. i dont like it here as much. when i was 5 my dad left me. and i havent seen him since, but i wish i knew him better then what the home movies tell me. last year my best friend Isaiah died. then this year my friend Kevin 2 died of brain cancer. now i have chey and chad. i dont see kevin, greg or KEV that much. they live somewhat far from me. some times i hate my life, and sometimes ive wanted to end it. ive already tried. it didnt go as planned. this year i finally told chey how i felt about her. i told her i loved her (well natashia told her) but to me its the same. one reason my plan of suicied didnt work is because i kept thinking about chey and how she would react. she took it hard when Isaiah died and even harder when Kevin. she also almost died. i guess my life has been a "rollercoaster". i take my anger of my life on alot of people i dont know why though. sometimes i wish i didnt but i cant help it. the song "mad world" by gary jules is kind of like my life. i just wish i wasnt as depressed. and i know complete strangers are going to be reading this, but i dont care. you deserve to know who i really am before you decide to talk to me. the only thing i can say know is that i like music, kurt cobain, and chey redhairmen · Wed Mar 01, 2006 @ 04:49am · 0 Comments


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