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“This is the part where I tell you I’m sorry,”
This is the part I’ve been waiting for,
“It’s pretty amazing what can happen in a few day,”
It only takes a second,
“Wolves in sheep clothing,”
Sheep in wolves clothing,
“There is and alway will be a part of me that will never be restrained,”
There is and always has been a part of me that knew that all along,
“And there is another part of my that wanted to find somebody to restrain me,”
There is a part of my that wishes that was true,
“Seem like every time something good come along the stupid ******** b***h ruins it,”
Seem like nothing is ever your own doing,
“Things are never the way they seem,”
Not all things,
“And I should know that,”
You never will understand,
“But clearly I’m just another idiot that doesn’t deserve the good things,”
You’ve come to the wrong person for sympathy,
“Things are ******** beyond repair,”
Not that you’ve even tried,
“Who knew something like this would happen,”
I think almost everybody but you and me,
“I know I knew it before it happened,”
I wasn’t trying to hide it,
“But I never would admit it,”
And so we find ourselves here,
“I always cherished the fact I wasn’t some stupid bonehead,”
So did I,
“But today, I’m certain I’ve joined that club,”
Nothing but words, Sir,
“I constantly put good things in the disposal for new things that crumble in my hand,”
You underestimated my ability to hold a grudge,
“And I do it every time,”
I wish you’d told me that before I loved you,
“I’m sorry for what’s been done,”
Sorry isn’t enough,
“And what’s been said,”
You can’t change it,
“I don’t expect anything back,”
I don’t believe you,
“I just wanted to say it,”
.... Thank you.