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Today I came a to conclusion that my life sucks. I hate the way things have turned out and I just want them to change. I don't know how I'm going to change it just that I want it to. Not being one for expressing my feelings in this manner it's just that I had to find a way to vent. If I was any one else I would probably be laughing at me. I don't want to call myself pathetic but that's how I feel. I will be returning to a crap job that I hated when I worked there before and will hate now. At Least it's a job though. I'm single and just wish I did'nt piss off everyone I know by just being around them. My friends used to tell me that is just how I am and they were right I push people away for no good reason.