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Rape Me

It is frigid
where I freeze
here, where I am forced
and I exist
this place where I beg
and plead for mercy
and less pain
or liquid rays of light
but it never comes
because this dark night
is where I've been reborne
to see best
my element comes alive
I cant tell if this is
death or ice
crystals form in my wet eyes
they glow
and reflect the light
I wish I could find
but you'll steal
and you'll lie
if I ever came to find
that which I want
which I crave
but you'll steal it
why would you steal it?
you'd beat me
you'd choke me
you'd rape me this way
and your eyes
why those eyes?
hate filled orbs
that burn me
set me ablaze
with this infectious sickness
that no one can cure
they'll simply supply me
feed my addiction
get me high
on my own glory
then remind me that I'm dirty
tainted with your foulness
I'm a puppet for their strings
not my own person
but your thing
to use, to abuse
to touch and to mold
to unlawfully have
and to hold
just kill me, destroy me
because you think I wont mind
just...
RAPE ME