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Do you notice me when you see me?
Do you know that I am hopeless?
Do you know that I am not okay?
I fake smiles and say I am okay.
I say I will be okay.
I am not really
Something is not okay
Every breath always last too long.
I can't help it
I just can't understand it
I have a list its piling up with my unanswered questions
Who I am? Who am I?
Please wait,I want to think back.
It is bad,thinking back
I can't recognize my own voice
I can't recognize myself.
I can't fix that.

(Chorus)
Tell me I am not alone
Tell me I am not by myself,feeling this way.
Tell me I am not going insane.
I think I am insane daily.
Tell me that this pain will go away
Tell me you will take it all away.
Let me know I am not completely crazy
But I have been thinking it very often lately

You are seeing a side of me that no one sees.
You might not see but I constantly know its there.
Inside me,within my mind
I think I am going insane
I am so lost.
Why do I feel this way
Tell me why I feel this way
It constantly happens,almost every day
Do you have a cure for my disease?
Will the way I feel fade away

(Chorus)
Tell me I am not alone
Tell me I am not by myself,feeling this way.
Tell me I am not going insane.
I think I am insane daily.
Tell me that this pain will go away
Tell me you will take it all away.
Let me know I am not completely crazy
But I have been thinking it very often lately

My mind won't agree with anyone or anything
My eyes refuse to comprehend, that the way I am living is okay

Tell me I am not alone
Tell me I am not by myself,feeling this way.
Tell me I am not totally insane.

Tell me I am not alone
Tell me I am not by myself,feeling this way.
Tell me I am not going insane.
I think I am insane daily.
Tell me that this pain will go away
Tell me you will take it all away.
Let me know I am not completely crazy
But I have been thinking it very often lately