Well Idk what to say right now other then I am confused and unsure of things right now. Its very strange I feel like I am in between two opiset worlds. With opiset things. I don't know what to think anymore, in fact its not a bad feeling or good feeling. But its like, I feel nothing, like I am air or like water but totally still, not moving. I guess another way I can explain it is I feel like a blank peace of paper with nothing on it. not a single mark on it. neutral I feel like a plain wall with no paint on it or anything like that. I am so confused...
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