oh my... stare
okay..i've felt so bleh lately...like so bleh that i can't even talk to my luff(danny/unlii) like..i'll try to talk but nothing comes out. it sucks so bad. like, i wish this wouldnt happen. i don't even know what's wrong with meh. i just want to sleep and go to school and play basketball. i feel like i've been such a horrible girlfriend and that i can't satisfy danny like he wants me to. i feel i am never talking to him enough, or calling him enough, or writing to him enough, or sayin i love him enough. i feel like he loves me so much and i have nothing to offer...alls i can give him is the love i have for him...but nothing more...he has my heart and everything...i just...i don't know. he works so hard everyday to earn money come and see me and i feel like i am just sitting here while he works so hard! gonk
i am always asking myself..."am i good enough?".."do i deserve him?".."why does he love me?"
frickin gosh...i complicate the hell out of myself...really, i do...i'm so confoosing
*heavy sigh* whee
welps...i really don't know what to say...my mind is twisting in a million different ways...i feel so uninspired and i feel like a big letdown to my love, which is worst of all..i hope he will keep loving me as he does and doesnt lose sight of how much i really love him... sweatdrop sweatdrop rolleyes
Pinkii Shine · Tue Mar 28, 2006 @ 12:01am · 6 Comments |