~I heard there was a secret chord that David played and it pleased the lord but you don't really care for music do ya? It goes like this the fourth the fifth the minor fall the major lift the baffled king composing hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah~
I had that song stuck in my head all day long. For some reason, I felt like I was on the verge of tears the entire time. I barely talked. I was with people I cared about, but none of them seemed to notice my depression. I guess I'm good at faking smiles. It went on all day long until Drama practice after school, when I hid away in a dark room and waited. Waited. For what, I didn't know. All I knew was that being around everyone only made me feel worse for some reason. So I listened to my music, alone in the dark. After a while this dude came in, talking on his cell phone. He didn't notice me for a while, but when he did he got off his phone and started talking to me. Asking why I was alone in the dark. I couldn't tell him why, but but he took me by the hand and led me back to everyone else. Maybe that's all I really wanted. Someone who'd actually take time to worry about me. All I know is that I'm forever grateful. I was pulled back from the edge of a cliff.
Here's another song that's been stuck in my brain all day too.
~Marching along like a good soldier does. I'm setting said with anchors holding me down Pack up my bags, stow them away Bidding farewell to all that is safe
Will I come up for air? Come up for air? After a while, the current is calling me, lulling me waving goodbye I'm out here alone, oh God can you save me now? Sinking my heart turns to stone.
Withering away, her shrinking violet dies. So full of life, these lights have dried me out Into the sea, I needed a drink. I never thought this would consume me whole
Will I come up for air? Come up for air? After a while, the current is calling me, lulling me waving goodbye I'm out here alone, oh God can you save me now? Sinking my heart turns to stone.
Sinking my heart turns to stone (Save me, take me home. Over and over again) Save me, take me home Wishing that all this would end.
AngelSiyren · Tue Dec 13, 2011 @ 05:50am · 0 Comments |