Well kirsten broke up with me. I started laughing whenever she did. i dont know why i just did, god! I kinda got a little sad next periode but i didnt cry. i was mostly sad about the way i look or somthing like that. not really the break up.. or mabie it was, i dont know. Well then in 5th periode megan (one of my best friends) said "do you like ama" i said yes (ama is really cool, she has a great personality and shes pretty. and shes black but i wouldnt let that get in between us if we were to go out. race shouldnt matter. and she also helped me with kirsten and my relationship) And then megan said that ama was saying that she liked some people and that she liked me and was thinking about asking me out. I got amas number today. she said she wouldnt be home all day today. i tryed to get near her so she would ask me out but she didnt. and i dont want to ask her out and her not want to go out with me but only go out with me because she doesnt want to hurt my feelings or anything. Then mrs. russ was walking us to the bathroom and christina (christina is really cool, shes pretty and has a great personality. shes awesome and her hyperness just turns me on. XD shes told me i was pretty because i guess she knows i feel insecure about myself. i've been friends with christina scence like the 2nd or 3rd day of school. i went out with christina before for like 2 hours.) was there and she said some ugly f** hit her (people at my school can be very immature) and so she called the girl that hit her a b***h (and i dont mean christinas immature, shes accualy got everything going good). And christina was so made that she kicked a locker and then she punched it. O.O And theeeeeeen......... when i got back to mrs.russ's hut christina said that kirsten broke up with me to go out with the girl that christina asked out whos name is chelsea. Now I got broke up with for someone else and christina got turned down for someone else. LOL!! Im sorry this shouldnt be funny at all. but it is and i cant denie that. I mean i should be all sad and be crying about how my girlfriend liked someone else more then me, but im not. and i should feel guilty about that but i dont. I accualy really dont care. which is very strange because i like(d) kirsten ALOT. So then christina said she need to ask me something, but not right now. And then she asked me if i still liked her and i said yes. Well After the bell rang and it was time for us to go home, christina asked me out. i told her i would think about it. I think that i will ask one of my bestest friends mrs. lynn (shes like 24. i knew her for like 2 years and shes helped me with alot of stuff. she gives VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY good advise, i think shes the smartest person i have ever met in my life. i can tell her just about everything) which one i should go out with. if i cant get ahold of her then im just going to have to do inni minni minie mo. T.T
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