"Dear Shawn, My parents aren't a very big fan of me dating you, and my Mom would kill me if I asked to see you or if I found I way to see you, she'd slaughter me if she found out, what she doesn't know is that, I love you more than anything. When I left Spring Harbor, he hadn't really talked much, at all. But you were always there. It wasn't the usual, I kept thinking about you. It was more than that, I can't explain it. The only thing that made us alike was Manson, whenever I hear one of his songs, I smile and think of you. You don't seem to be the type of guy I'd fall for, but I guess my heart beat my mind. "it is said that your deepest darkest emotions manifest themselves in your dreams" Well, I think you were right, you were (and still are) my deepest emotion. When you call me, and I'm too tired to talk, I'll lay down and put my phone beside me, so I can just hear your voice and close my eyes and pretend your there, with me. Some nights I'll try to get you into my dreams, but I can't control what I do. Age doesn't matter to me, I love you. My mom had my brother at 17 and me at 18, I think she's afraid the same will happen to me, I can't imagine that happening and I swore to myself ever since I was young that it would never happen. Someday I'll see you, I promise."
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