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so today was like any other day here latley, got up early and went to work. i fell asleep on the way but wen we got there me and my girl went and cleaned a barn and her mom went and painted. me and my baby got done early and sat in some kids room watching tv but we both fell asleep. i love her more than anything in the world and for somereason things have been very tense latley. i want it all to go back to normal but i dnt know how to make that happen. if she truly knew how i felt im sure she would be able to see how much i care for her and how much i want us to work. but no matter how hard i try i end up pushing her away and i dnt know if i can stop. im not use to being in a relationship with someone who really cares about me but im not so sure she cares ne more. i just wish it was easier to deal with.