isnt it crazy how one piece of information, how one thing said, or one scrap of an idea can come together and shed light on your world and show you the ways of your thinking? isnt it strange how something that seemed so blissfully right can suddenly feel wrong? where you value anothers happiness over your own mental wellbeing... hmm... i wonder, and take a moment to reflect on your own views... are you wearing blinders? i feel enlightened, but also out of touch with that which brought me blissfull joy... i dont know if i can keep going on like this... when does keeping another happy at the expense of self become wrong? when does reaching that point when everything around snaps into focus contrasting that which you thought you knew with reality become a bad thing? the eyes are the window into the soul... is it bad when you are told that your's look full of sadness and pain? strange goings on are happening...i can feel something changing... although i can be read like a book, and seen straight through...i have many things which the world does not know, cannot know...when the mind begins to thrive... the needs of the body begin to fade... sleep becomes less of a nessesity and more of a habit... eating is only for pleasure... it is amazing how little you really need... oh but how sweet the both are! sleep takes me away from this worl and places me in another not much unlike our, but still different... i feel a new outlook on life, i see clearly... but with clearity of sight and mind comes great pain... ah, but this is better left for a later date, i am going to fall into the void of slumber once more... fear not of the future, it is certain...fear of the decisions that lead to that future... Johnathon D Freih
Rythone · Mon Apr 10, 2006 @ 08:27am · 1 Comments |