I havent made a Journal Listing since a long time and i want to make one know . . .
My name is Travis Dobbs and I have been Living some what the good life, and what I mean by some what is that its not going good so far, its going downhill.
why has my life died from existance? I have been ignored and been doing work in the house for a long time and there is nothing outside to do . . .
my life so far is downhill as i said but the only expense in it all is that i get my family and gf's love and mine to hers.
the only point im getting at is the story i have had so far for the bad parts. even my own cousins have been ignoring me . . . we have been left out from this town . . . this world and . . . from myself.
it was a couple of days ago when I went to visit my cousins house and visit my cousin Elizabeth. I was hoping to play a scary game and get everyone else scared but it all was messed up. when we got everything worked out, it was time, she went to bed and our mom and her bf Troy got into a fight and so we had to take care of that . . . so far it doesnt look good right? well it hasnt been very good and it was worse. even though she was trying to "protect us" when we were protecting each other. anyways as i said when i got everything ready everything was calming down and she wanted to go to bed . . . but the most worse part was when me and my twin brohter was going to spend the night, we ended up walking our mom home when she was drunk and also we didnt even get a chance to play any scary games to spend time with my cousin. Im guessing that i should die or run away so they cant find me see what happens . . .
so far i
- cant get a job because i have to pull up my grades plus! she doesnt have my insurance number
- I cant have a pet to take care of for love to it.
- I want to travel but i cant cause i dont have any money . . . .^
- plus my gf is too far to even hold or see her. I still havent seen her . . .
whats your comments when you see this? I need advice something other than death . . .
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Lision dear... I know I maybe too far away for you to hold or tuch... but lision You are holding me you are tuching me I feel it every time we talk. And as for every one that ignorries you... I have a mission for you.... I know its hard but once you get used to it... WHO CARES!!! if they don't look at you or pay attion to you its their own fult their missing out on a such a great guy...
I mean... you have to get out of this whole shy thing you got going on... its not working... become out going become like me... If you do that I will be proud and your parents will knodice you... and trust me... you'll get attion it may not all be good attion but you'll get nodiced....
Any way dear theres some thing you have to understand... Death gets you no ware I know I may sound like another one of those stupit people that tell you its all really really bad... and such... but if you die... I'll die with you but... I wouldn't be able to kill my self.... Because every time I'll picture your lifless body on the ground covered in blood or handing from the ceiling in the closet, or even just sleeping peacefully and you'll never wake up and those thoughts scare me but it almost makes me pissed and want to say. "Your just like a kid in the ******** up systome of america..." And you shouldnt' be like that you know its just wrong... if your going to pull that crap move to america... At least then you and I would at lest have a chance to meet and guess what... I'll tell you a secret...
If you die now you'll break that promise you made to me... The one about you holding on untill I was 17 and you and I could meet in person.... and if you do that I'll die... in side... but not out.... so theirs my big of wisdom for tonight...