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Okay I'm bored. Oh and also I"m hating my life right about now, which isn't to much of a big deal at all happenes all the time, but only I ever know. I'll get over it as always. I have a friends birthday that is someing up, my ex actually and he was over my house the other day. I wasn't going to get him anyhing because I hate the guy at times, but then I realized he's turning 18 years old. He'll be an adult, and he never gets anything for his birthday. I asked him what he wanted and he said the same thing he always say..."anything".
Please no one take offense to what I'm about to say but guys are hard to shop for. Girls are easy they're just expensive...save me, I'm happy with a plushie are comic book. Guys on the other hand are hard to shop for, there's jerseys, shoes, hats, sports equipment, they never wear their size in clothes because everybody wears baggy things.
I refuse to buy him clothes because I'm not dressing him, he's not my boyfriend. I won't buy him jewelry because last time I saved up a s**t load of lunch money and bough a 200$ bracelet that was on sale so it was less money but still, anyway he broke it in two weeks and never wore it again. I bought him shoes once for Christmas so I have to out do that gift. I realize I have no idea what the guys into anymore, I didn't know much before but I knew more than I do now. He told me things don't change like that but they do, I know it. So I hurt his feelings because I can't answer the question of what he's interested in. And I feel like a bad friend and all but it makes perfect sense that I wouldn't know because for the past year, and I've been on and off with the guy for four to five years, he's only been coming to see me when he wants something from me...and we all know what that is, if you don't take a guess. Heres a hint, I'm a girl and he's a guy. No, I'm not saying all guys want that...just most.
Also my best friends b-day just past and I did get them a present but they were having this gathering at their...work and I refused to go. I can hear it now, some of you will most definantly have me for luch because of that but I hate social events. I have a hard enough time being comfortable arond the friends I do have so for me to go to their work with strangers I'd never have fun. It sounds harsh I know but what if I did indeed go and I was having a bad time, it'd make things worse so I think I did the right thing. Oh, and believe me there was just no way I could possibly have fun, we've been friend s a long time but even friend have their differences and our ideas of fun is one of our biggest differences.
Okay back to my usual self.
Time to dance! I hate dancing but I do it when the doors are closed and the house is empty sweatdrop
See they're going by the comics
nuikaX · Sat Apr 15, 2006 @ 11:47pm · 0 Comments |
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