Is this how my life is really going to be? Every time I fall for someone, every time I trust them... They end up lying to me? Will I only know pain? Hate?...
I want to feel true happiness... Not pain, no more hatred, no more sadness...
I want to be saved from falling! Every day I live is another day I'm falling through this hole... I'm being cut, over and over again, and I was strong before, but all these cuts are making me weak...
I'm no more a fighter, I'm no more who I used to be, who I WANT to be...
What.. Do I do?..
I can't numb myself to everyone again.. I want to feel, but I'm so scared..
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