Well, Leo is going back to America this weekend... which sucks! Hopefully he'll be back soon... or I'll go visit him. My relatives and friends keep bugging me, asking me when he is leaving cause its been over six months and he should have been back home already... why can't they just shut up and mind their own business. I hate it when people keep bugging you... or like my aunt for example, she says things in a nice way when she doesn't mean them to be... I wish I could just tell people off but I can't. Like when my cousin said that her and her dad tried to hit a cat cause they hate them, that is so cruel and they are christian! They shouldn't want to kill any of god's creatures, that would be a sin. I really don't get people sometimes...
Anyways, enough of that! School is almost over for me, I have one more week and its very stressful because everything is due! Stupid strike screwed everything up, but then we would have been done last week. I have to find a job soon to pay off my student loan and then try to get into another course for the next year. Ugh... I'm taking another year break and then trying to get into a three year course... that would be four years... and I already wasted one other year and I'm in a year now... which means six years x.x
I'm in class right now and I should get back to work even though I don't feel like it. I kind of wish this program was at least 2 years... would have been nice because I loved this course. Its so hard to get into programs you like... unless you are smart or really good.
I keep thinking about things, like depressing stuff which I won't go into. I act all weird when I go to school... watching people walk by and do things as I ride on the bus listening to my mp3 player. Sometimes wishing I was young again or maybe I just have a weird obsession of watching people, I'm not sure. Well I should stop pooring my heart out in this journal which nobody reads anyways, so I guess thats a good thing.
Love you, Leo and I'll miss you... <3
~ShadowCat
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It's spelled pouring just so you know heh. And yea...it sux badly that I have to go back. crying I'm gonna miss you like hell...but, look at the bright side...you have my computer now...and your dad might keep internet since the rent went down (don't forget to ask him about that).
Well, not sure what else to say. Just don't get upset, I'll be back soon. Besides, I might get my acceptance letter soon! So don't get upset, k? I'll always be with you...and you can keep in touch via mail or internet if you'll still have internet. And as always...
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