Well I have 19 days before I go on vacation and then right after go to NY. I am very down however considering how i have a serious lack of motivation. Except when it comes to brandon. Who I still have not figured out in the slightest. I keep trying to tell him I like him more than a friend but every time I do it is like on of those akward silent moments. oh well I did hang out with him recently. We went to see silent hill in the pouring down rain at like 10 pm. Scary..... but it was all good. I just keep getting signs that he likes me but I wish he would just say something. Or give me a sign of some sort. But life can't be perfect. Oh my peanut butter prince just needs to give me a sign. He will, I am planning to tell him this friday if we go out. mabie we will go summer clothes shopping, he likes to do that sort of thing and we will both be comfortable that way.
Anyway i am feeling down for no apparent reason. I guess it is stress. I am at a crossroads in my life and really don't have anyone to talk to about it. At least not anyone my same age. Everyone has moved on and i am still here. Alone as ever but it is lame to talk about this so i will stop
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