This is one of my many entries that I have shared in a while. I've decided to try and share my thoughts with anyone who may stumble upon my journal, not that anyone would, if anything it would be read more if I'd post this in one of the forums. None the less it doesn't matter.
I guess I just want someone to take notice, read as I read, think as I think, feel as I feel.
So here goes nothing.
I am a bi-curious cannibal with the mind set of 2 split personalities. One is of a happy tree hugging nature girl, and the other side is the gender bending blood thirsty half that completes me.
Now I know that sounds crazy and completely stupid, but I could really careless what you think. I might respond, depending on what you say, but I wouldn't bother with it. Now, most of the time when I'm in my cheery mood, I love life and everything in it, yet all it takes to change to my other personality, is a single drop of blood, some screams, and the theme changing holiday we all love to celebrate known as Halloween.
As October closes in my nerves are on the edge, my happiness is now caused by the sight of gore and dismembered bodies. I get thrills down my insides, as they churn and twist, thinking about it, wanting to do such things and get away with them, but I'm not a complete idiot. I wouldn't dare try such a thing without taking the proper steps and making sure to clean up after myself.
No I've yet to learn such skills, but in time, maybe some day...
Anyways,my kills wouldn't be just sheer blood shed for the mere high of taking some ones life like in the movies people see, no, I want to treasure the moment, but in my own special way.
You see, I love to cook, sweets especially, but I love creating and crafting food as well. I'm also a big fan of bacon<3
As far as I know, the human has the same texture of flesh as that of a pig, so you can see where I'm going with this. I won't bore you to death with the details so I'll let your imagination run wild. I think I've said enough for now.
Oh just one more thing, you don't need to fear me, only those that deserve my knife would be the meal on the table.
And if you're thinking the opposite of this or just think I'm making up, think again.
Everyone, including you reader, has a that one spot in the dark of their minds, where you can't hide the truth of what you feel. It's in you and someday, one day, it will come out.
I just chose to express mine on text instead. It calms me to be able to express such thoughts, even if it doesn't fill my real needs.
That's all for now reader. Good Morning & Good Night
~KI guess I just want someone to take notice, read as I read, think as I think, feel as I feel.
So here goes nothing.
I am a bi-curious cannibal with the mind set of 2 split personalities. One is of a happy tree hugging nature girl, and the other side is the gender bending blood thirsty half that completes me.
Now I know that sounds crazy and completely stupid, but I could really careless what you think. I might respond, depending on what you say, but I wouldn't bother with it. Now, most of the time when I'm in my cheery mood, I love life and everything in it, yet all it takes to change to my other personality, is a single drop of blood, some screams, and the theme changing holiday we all love to celebrate known as Halloween.
As October closes in my nerves are on the edge, my happiness is now caused by the sight of gore and dismembered bodies. I get thrills down my insides, as they churn and twist, thinking about it, wanting to do such things and get away with them, but I'm not a complete idiot. I wouldn't dare try such a thing without taking the proper steps and making sure to clean up after myself.
No I've yet to learn such skills, but in time, maybe some day...
Anyways,my kills wouldn't be just sheer blood shed for the mere high of taking some ones life like in the movies people see, no, I want to treasure the moment, but in my own special way.
You see, I love to cook, sweets especially, but I love creating and crafting food as well. I'm also a big fan of bacon<3
As far as I know, the human has the same texture of flesh as that of a pig, so you can see where I'm going with this. I won't bore you to death with the details so I'll let your imagination run wild. I think I've said enough for now.
Oh just one more thing, you don't need to fear me, only those that deserve my knife would be the meal on the table.
And if you're thinking the opposite of this or just think I'm making up, think again.
Everyone, including you reader, has a that one spot in the dark of their minds, where you can't hide the truth of what you feel. It's in you and someday, one day, it will come out.
I just chose to express mine on text instead. It calms me to be able to express such thoughts, even if it doesn't fill my real needs.
That's all for now reader. Good Morning & Good Night
