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My life is spiraling downward. I couldn't get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry concert. It sucks 'cause they play some of my favourite songs like 'Stab My Heart Because I Love You,' and 'Rip Apart My Soul,' and of course,'Stabby Rip Stab Stab.' And it doesn't help that I couldn't get my hair to do that flippy thing either, like that guy from that band could do, some days you know.

I'm an Emo kid, non-conforming as can be,
You'd be non-conforming too if you look just like me,
I have paint on my nails and make-up on my face,
I'm almost emo enough to start shaving my legs,
'Cause I feel real deep when I'm dressing in drag,
I call it freedom of expression most just call me a f**,
'Cause their dudes look like chicks, their chicks look like dykes,
'Cause emo is one step below transvestite.

Stop my breathing and slit my throat,
I must be emo.
I don't jump around when I go to shows,
I must be emo.

I'm dark and sensitive with low self-esteem,
The way I dress makes everyday feel like Hallowe'en,
I have no real problems but I love to make believe,
I stole my sisters mascara now I'm grounded for a week,
Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies,
I can't get through a Hawthorne Heights album without sobbing,
Girls keep breaking up with me, it's never any fun,
They say they already have a p***y, they don't need another one.

Stop my breathing and slit my throat,
I must be emo.
I don't jump around when I go to shows,
I must be emo.
Dye in my hair and polish on my toes,
I must be emo.
I play guitar and write suicide notes,
I must be emo.

My life is just a black abyss, you know, it's so dark. And it's suffocating me. Grabbing ahold of me and tightening it's grip, tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans... Which look great on me by the way.

When I get depressed I cut my wrists in every direction,
Hearing songs about getting dumped give me an erection,
I write in a Live Journal and wear thick rimmed glasses,
I told my friend I bleed black and cry during classes,
I'm just a bad, cheap imitation of a goth,
You can read me 'Catcher in the rye,' and watch me jack off,
I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life,
If I said I like girls I'd only be half right.

I look like I'm dead and dress like a homo,
I must be emo.
Screw XBOX I play old school Nintendo,
I must be emo.
I like to whine and hate my parentals,
I must be emo.
Me and my friends all look like clones,
I must be emo.

My parents just don't get me you know. They think I'm gay just because they saw me kiss a guy. Well, a couple of guys. But I mean, it's the two-thousands. Can't two or four dudes make-out with eachother without being gay. I mean, chicks dig that kind of thing anyways. I don't know diary, sometimes I think you're the only one that gets me. You're my best friend. I feel like Tacos.

Oh my I normaly dont like these kinds of music but this one is funny :3.