So look. I can trust him with the big stuff, but not on the small stuff. I barely see him. I don't know where he is most of the time, and when I do he's hanging out with one of two of his "Lovers". I miss him. I love him. But I don't want to drive him away by bringing it up all the time. I'd rather be with him and miserable than without him and more miserable. He says there's nothing there. But I can't help it when my gut clenches every time I read one of her bulletins saying how much people think they're bf and gf. I should be more mature than this. I shouldn't be involved in dumb teenage drama.
But I am.
 passerby · Thu May 18, 2006 @ 01:01pm · 0 Comments |
