I'm sensitive and fragile...I know I can't hide that well but it seems to work. But I don't like the facade I am turning into. The person I let others see is arrogant and out-going. That isn't me. The real me just wants to crawl up in a hole, but is that truly the real me? I know teenagers always have identity crisis but it is different for everyone. I know I am no different then other but yet again I am. Everyone goes through the same thing, some deeper then others. The root is always the same but the flower always blossoms differently. My name is Heather C. I know that much but that doesn't tell me who I am. I know I'm a deep person. I am analytical and I know I'm smart. I can also be out-going when I want to be but I don't know the center of all of this. I don't know the real me. All I see is the facade that I hide behind. People know when I'm depressed...I don't hide my feeling well when it comes to close friends but strangers I can fool. So many people say I need help and maybe I do have a problem...but it is only I don't let the true me out. I need to throw away this facade and try to find the real me...but I don't know if I can. i don't know if this facade is the real me or not. What if it is? I can just change it, right? No, I can't...If it is the real me, I can't change that. One can't change who they truly are but they can change their facades to make others happy while inside they cry tears that some many never see. It hurts on the inside. I can only hope it doesn't show on the outside and only pray that the eyes are truly not the windows to one's soul.
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--Kage