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heya....right now what i'm thinking about....Well, I'm thinking about brandon obviously, writing some poetry with the phrase "how long must i wait before i shall fall into the depth of your heart....." but im not sure how.....I will figure it out eventually..... sweatdrop xd Maybe...no nevermind Well any ways, That's all I'm thinking about....Welll im super sad it's the last day of school....well it's over....im never gonan se my role model again....nor all my 8th grade friends that are ninenth graders now.... But maybe it will all be okays....maybe....and maybe not...who really knows...-shrugs- i hope that when i see them again they will still be the same great people i knew, But if not....i'm sure they will still amazing...Everyone changes, Even if it's not for the best. Maybe They will change not for the best nor the worst...just change....I know i will! I wonder how i will change in two years.... For the best...or maybe the worst, But if it's for the worst why....what went bad? Will something horrible happen if i did turn bad.... Also, how much change? Alot? Alittle? Or not at all? Maybe I will change And no one will recgonize me!!!! That would be sooo cool!!!!! Well i guess! I wonder if the people that i know now will we be swore enemies? rolleyes And if we become enemies why? For what puporse do we hate each other? And if we don't ahve each other and we are still friends what kept us as friend so long? The boy talk? Well what? I think that I should maybe wait and see what happens! Because waiting and not guessing will be more enjoyable i suppose....So I'll wait, and find out what happens good or bad.... happy or sad....fun or angrifying...But I'll wait! I'll wait for as long as it takes.... Would i want to change? Or not...? Am i happy with who i am? Or would it be better for everyone if i changed? Would it still be me...? Or be more like someone else? And if so who? I'm going ahead again if no one noticed.... If one thing goes right why does something else go wrong? How is that fair? But like everyone says life isn't fair.... But is that true? Or not?
-Anyways- These are my thoughts of tonight....
<3 Chii.....((Laurie's thoughts really))