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I really must stop thinking about the negatives and being such a downer. Its not healthy for me and i know the truth about things..

But that isn't it... i just feel lost right now

With talk about how boyfriends and girlfriends understand each other.. i remember back to the times when i was with my gf (currently ex)

Stuff happened and then, i feel that one day, i will have it all, then lose it. And i see it in my mind when i sleep as well... And when this usually happenes, sometime during the future, that will happen or something similar to it. Will she still have the same feelings for me when i go to her?

I don't know... but i do know one thing. I have promised her a kiss, and that is a promise that i intend to keep. But right now, things have gotten difficult for me in life.