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Cut Why does it have to be me To go though this Why does it have to be me Who can never show it I'm crying cant you see Don't you care about me? I lock myself in the bathroom I won't let anybody in Then I see it Perfectly sharpend in all its glory To help me, Release me Let me be free I take it in my hand Gripping it tightley Pointing it carfully at my wrist Im going to do this I close my eyes Count to 5 A sudden pain Releases, I feel it trickling I look at it It's not to deep, but deep enough To feel To know I'm real I'm released And I'm not hurt Not in the least bit Then I sit Once again Looking,Thinking About what I have just done Just accomplished A small frown appears on my face Not enough A tear takes place Makes its jouney to my wrist Stings, Burns The pain Too slow I get up and look at my ugly face In the mirrior And Scream HOW COULD ANYONE EVEN WANT ME!!!!! I'm ending this mistake This mistake thats me, my life I'm fed up with life I hold the knife to my throat I thought it's a few seconds of pain or the rest of my life I make one final slice My last words are Good-bye thanks for all the pain and misery!

Posted by: Shifter3 Mon Jul 24, 2006 @ 10:47pm

i adopted a chibi!
name: Hiekka
likes: Killing
doesn't like: hugs
owner: Shifter
you can adopt one too!
adopt me!

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Revor
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Commented on: Mon Jul 24, 2006 @ 11:04pm


	yes i read it cant you see you're just like me for I walk a road quite like yours it has various different doors each leading to a brand new hell And when I finally hear the bell i'll know it's time and i'll walk knowing it's no crime to open my final door and drop falling fast without a stop with no angels to come catch me I say "with that i bid you ado, for even though so many flew to save their lives I shall not" well it's better that being shot fo now I join my friend in hell

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