Blah blah blah. I mean, can life get any worser than this? I guess so. Been living for 14 damn years on Earth. And since I remember, 6 years ago, I felt pain. LOL. I meant, friendship pain. Ahaha. Yes. And many more. As I got older, I notice, more happiness I gain, more pain. Yep. It's true right? Life is really hard but people can still stand by while other, are in great pain and hurt themself even more. Sometime I wonder, why life can't be easier on us. Ahaha. Such a daydreamer. LOL. I experience being "a loner". And it's not that easy being one. Cause one day you're all saying to yourself, "Everything is ok. Everybody is happy. This is life." and the next day, "I wanna die. I dont want to live anymore". Yea, and it hurts to not have someone by your side listening to you. But yet, even if there is someone, you can't say it to them. Afraid, afraid. But now, I think to myself. What is it that I was afraid of? That they will think I'm wierd. Wondering alone in the hall at school, trying to find out who I am. When all along, right in front of me, I am who I am. I am myself, I am a person with feelings, I am just like any other human being. Being wanted and love is what we all need. And I have been missing those. Loners have been missing those. So if you see a loner, dont just walk by. Say hi and make friends with them. You'll feel much happier.
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