********, I was doing so well too.. I hadn't done this is so lone, but no, I break and I do it anyway... ********, I'm such a ******** piece of s**t like everyone thinks I am... Only a few may think different, but it is not changing how I feel now. I can't believe I ******** fell for it again, ********! I'm such a ******** retard, just like she tells me I am. I was doing so ******** well too, no cuts or anything, but no...Sometimes I just break and I go back to being my old self... ******** s**t! cry I'm so ******** tired of her making me feel like s**t! She didn't have to ******** make her mom say that s**t about me, and she didn't have to make Jake hate me... She didn't have to do any of that ******** s**t! What the ******** is ******** wrong with me that I ******** cause people to do that ******** s**t?! ********! It's all ******** going ******** wrong again, it always ******** does this s**t just when I think I actually am ******** happy. ********! She has to take all the ******** good in my ******** life away from me doesn't she! ********, I hate being SO ******** BLIND!!!!!!!FUUUUUUUUUUUCK.....
Tripp_the_Antichrist666 · Tue Aug 01, 2006 @ 05:21am · 5 Comments |