The wind was calming as usual.
The air, felt freezy.
The weather was gloomy and cold.
The river, rising up as it rains.
And there;
Next to my body i lay.
My dress, out of every color, it was red...
I wish i was sleeping, but i am not awake.
Surrounded by sadness, pity and pain.
What am i doing here, who are these people anyways.
It will make sense if i'm dreaming,
but that fantasy land is gone...because i am dead...
dead...
...I am dead.
I dont see the light, I'm bound to this world.
Walking around, seeing numbers going down.
She has 30 years left, he has 30 seconds,
I see death linger around, yet i cant do anything.
I can not protect.
There's never darkness either,
I'm just a shadow not an angel.
If hell exists, why did i end up in it...?
I walk around,
I follow the mist..
Scared because i can feel.
And it isnt fair...
Invisible
ignored
rejected
alone
Down these halls,
all the way these empty street.
I am dead...but more alive since i can feel were the wind comes from.
I'm more aware of this world then any other living thing,
but what is the point of it.
I'm dead...I cant protect others or myself.
I am dead...sitting around all day in a tree,
watching the world go on without me.
At least...I dont have my memories...
of that time I once lived, or the last time i smiled.
But something stayed with me...I know I'm Rachel...
and i have a weird liking for red.
Like that odd liquid people call blood.
...red...crimson.
hmm...Crimson.
Crimson.
I was too caught up wondering why everything turned lifeless,
even the colorless tree i was leaning against.
I didn't notice my body was fading away.
I pray for my thoughts and feelings to live me here.
As I died over again.
This time i saw the light;
this time my dress was white.
This time the world was colorful.
Not a black and white motion picture.
I sing every now and then.
I am with others who i can protect...
people call us guardian angels.
How did i ever end up here.
Not that i am complaining or anything.
But everyone wears white...I still perfer red.
Weirdos...hopefully they didnt hear that.
This one was happy for the first time in life-err death or ah whatever.
It was so peaceful,
until...
...i was reborn.
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So distubring...
but yet...
so amazing...
i love it.